Finding who I am

For 15 years, I’ve been studying. For 15 years, I worked towards this goal: finishing school. And here I am at the end of the road, wondering where to go. I spend my days thinking who am I. I try to beat the voices which tell me: you are nothing. I work on my dissertation, […]Continue reading

Why

Why do I do the stuff I do? To get money..neah I’ll be a waitress all my life if that would be all I wanted. To be someone? To make them proud..? It’s not this..it’s just that I want to be good, and better each day, and my work allows me to do that. I […]Continue reading

Procrastination?

It’s weird how I say I will do so much work, and then end up by reading some article or watching some video. It’s comfortable. I don’t know why I’m so afraid to do stuff I have to do, even if I like to do what I have to do. I think I’m so scared […]Continue reading

Learn, Listen, Give

I sometimes find it difficult to balance the quality of skill and the quality of ideas. I might like how a particular thing looks like, and then sacrifice an entire piece for the sake of that. Sometimes I discard good ideas, as they’re too simple and I can’t do much to them. I find it […]Continue reading